i swear someone slipped something into my food last night. i had dinner with lou and erin at bergoff’s around 5:30 and was antsy. am still antsy. dinner was fantastic – or let’s say the company was (food not so hot and beer not so cold), i haven’t seen lou or erin in a solid 1.5 months since they got married and it’s been too long!
afterwards i cabbed it home and paced. paced like i used to do in high school when i was on the phone, i used to circle the dining room table endlessly for hours, sometimes switch to the kitchen island and then return to the dining room, walking like i was generating the energy for the phone the old-fashioned way. i did that last night for the television, for the movie, for the dishes and the laundry. was MOVING until 2am.
dreamt i was trying to put on gloves, looked down to see what the problem was, and found all of my fingers to be out of joint. i had to pull them to get the knuckles to go back into place, and they cracked loudly like splitting wood.
woke up calmly but with a chip on my shoulder that i expressed by wearing my aviators. softened up quickly when a toddler was crying from being cold (and probably from being bored). i loaned her my rainbow mittens and scarf, and chatted with her mom, who was probably my age.
got to work a few minutes late, around 9:15… now it’s 10:45 and i keep forgetting and remembering again that i have a new doctor to meet at 5pm today. my regular doctor isn’t in my Aetna network, so i had to choose a new one and convince them to maintain my referral to my new endocrinologist for my appointment a week from tomorrow. i’m really excited to get crackin on this thing.
still in the mild stress mode. moved on from the silverchair into the matisyahu (a new love).